How long will it take you to realize.
To realize I never say what I mean.
That I'm never truthful or honest.
How long will it take you to leave me.
To walk away from someone you trusted.
Someone who lied about everything.
Why haven't you noticed yet?
I cry and scream but you never hear.
These tears are useless, you won't see.
I wish you could help.
Help fight the rush of terror,
Or hold back the surge of memories.
I'm sorry for all the times I've lied.
All of the excuses I've made,
Worrying about what you'd say.
I am fake.
I've been fake for so long,
I don't know how to be real.